Yesterday was day 2. We were all still so sad that our girl is away. I realised without having any contact with her that I was saying the same things to my Hurricane as I did when mum died. "It's alright, to be sad", "I know that you miss her." "We will see her again!" It had been a grieving process for all of us. I was going to spend time in her room sorting and culling a few things however I cannot possibly do that. I have left it totally untouched, I walk in and stand there and walk out a few minutes later.
I was at school yesterday and struggling to keep up with what was happening. Transverse friction and Trigger points didn't see important, I was cross and tired and over most things. I had a misunderstanding with another student and sat down in tears. I will be very happy when she is home later today. I have lots of cuddles to catch up on.
I keep thinking what a wonderful school but goodness I hate this part. I am sure that I will feel very differently once she is home and telling us all about her adventures. When I see her clothes filthy and know that she has had a ball and she has formed some lovely close friendships however until then it just feels AWFUL.
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