I am stressed, tired and over things lately. I have been snappy and horrible and yelling and I feel like I am never going to finish and do the things all screaming at me to be done around the house, the garden and the kiddies. (Not to mention the neglected and berated other half).
Then i look up and realise that all I have is one subject to go.... 2 assignments and I am done and qualified, for this year. Imagine my surprise and amazement, normally I would have thrown it all in by now, lost interest or motivation. This time is feels different, not easy, not saying that I don't want to throw my hands in the air and so I am over this, just different. I keep chipping away. i keep practising and getting more clients and I keep going.
I also have those moments when I realise that life is good. I have a special little task completed that has been calling to me and I am so happy. My other half has been doing amazing things around the house (small but wonderful). An outside power plug, that makes my life so much easier. No cords on the steps to worry about tripping over and the vacuum actually reaches to the car. This makes me smile and remember that life is not so hard after all and someone is thinking of you. My petal is doing Occupational therapy after 11 months on the waiting list and well we are making good progress there too. My red headed hurricane is starting school next year and so very excited and ready.
So I am dashing off to do the study for the last exam tonight. I just have to find that last bit of effort and motivation and we are done!
